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Thoughts of late... [Feb. 13th, 2009|11:17 pm]
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[music |Sia - The girl you lost to cocaine]

Not to be a copy cat (sorry nori) but I wanted to post these lyrics awhile ago and never got around to it.

I’ve stuck around, through thick and through thin
You cannot deny, I’ve always been in
But I’ve watched you stand, still as a snowman
But I don’t see you change, you’re always at meltdown

Yeah I’ve been your crutch, your smell sight and touch
Yeah I took you home when you’ve drunk too much
But I can’t survive, with you by my side
See I’ll never get laid, while I’m running your life

No I just don’t wanna, so I’m walking away
There is nothing that you can do I will not stay
No I don’t need drama, so I’m walking away
Yeah I am a girl with a lot on her plate

So just cut me loose, learn to tie your shoes
There’s somebody here, I’d like to introduce
So look in the mirror, look for the glass
‘Cause you’re not my problem, you are my last

No I just don’t wanna, so I’m walking away
There is nothing that you can do I will not stay
No I don’t need drama, so I’m walking away
Yeah I am a girl with a lot on her plate

No I just don’t wanna, so I’m walking away
There is nothing that you can do I will not stay
No I don’t need drama, so I’m walking away
I’m just a girl that you lost to cocaine
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(no subject) [Jan. 5th, 2009|10:31 pm]
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[mood |nervousnervous]

I wanna dye my hair pink again but not sure there's much point :( If I get a part in this play it'll have to be black.

No house maids from the 50s had pink hair :( Especially not Russian ones :(

This part would be mad. I have all my fingers crossed. Even just reading the script I was getting laughs! Well... the script was getting laughs... Anywho. One can only hope... And brush up on their Russian accents...

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update [Nov. 2nd, 2008|09:03 am]
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[mood |excitedexcited]

So Dan and i got back together last Sunday. Its attempt #4 but i think this time we're together for the right reasons. We both know its going to be hard work to keep each other happy, we're fairly stubborn people, lol. I'm proud of him for getting a job and for being resilient even when times are tough. I feel lucky to have someone who i know without a doubt loves me more than anyone else on the planet.

So this is day one of my attempt to quit smoking. I'm going to be logging whats happening in here so if i have a relapse i can remember how many days i was good.

I love my Dan, always have, despite all the shit we've been through the love has always been there and i don't feel like its on a see-saw this time, feels like the love is equal.

I saw a palm reader last Friday at a work function and he described my future partner and it was Dan so thats pretty cool too. Not that i necessarily believe in that stuff but it was free so i thought why not! He knew stuff about me i haven't told many ppl so i guess i'm slightly converted now :-)

Signing off now...
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Double Dee - Shining lyrics [Oct. 9th, 2008|05:00 pm]
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This song makes me smile :)Collapse )
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Question time from Unky Affy ^_^ [Oct. 5th, 2008|12:48 pm]
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[mood |boredbored]

Take a gander, see what comes to mind, and fill out the questions

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favourite and least favourite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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Alanis always finds a way to sing how I feel. [Jul. 11th, 2008|12:01 am]
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"I am someone easy to leave"
"Even easier to forget"
a voice, if inaccurate

Again: "I'm the one they all run from"
diatribes of clouded sun
someone help me find the pause button

All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc

"I'm too exhausting to be loved"
"a volatile chemical"
"best to quarantine and cut off"

All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc

"I'm but a thorn in your sweet side"
"You'd be better off without me"
"It'd be best to leave at once"

All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc.
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... [Apr. 19th, 2008|05:48 pm]
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[mood |amusedamused]

bloop bloop BLOOP!!!
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I loves this song ^_^ [Apr. 8th, 2008|10:48 am]
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[mood |contemplativecontemplative]

Frou Frou - Let GoCollapse )
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(no subject) [Mar. 31st, 2008|12:55 pm]
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[mood |happyhappy]

Things are good and stuff :)
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This is what's on my mind today :-) [Mar. 21st, 2008|09:24 pm]
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[mood |happyhappy]

Armin Van Buren - Love You More. Lyrics under cut :)Collapse )
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