| Thoughts of late... |
[Feb. 13th, 2009|11:17 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Sia - The girl you lost to cocaine | ] |
Not to be a copy cat (sorry nori) but I wanted to post these lyrics awhile ago and never got around to it.
I’ve stuck around, through thick and through thin
You cannot deny, I’ve always been in
But I’ve watched you stand, still as a snowman
But I don’t see you change, you’re always at meltdown
Yeah I’ve been your crutch, your smell sight and touch
Yeah I took you home when you’ve drunk too much
But I can’t survive, with you by my side
See I’ll never get laid, while I’m running your life
No I just don’t wanna, so I’m walking away
There is nothing that you can do I will not stay
No I don’t need drama, so I’m walking away
Yeah I am a girl with a lot on her plate
So just cut me loose, learn to tie your shoes
There’s somebody here, I’d like to introduce
So look in the mirror, look for the glass
‘Cause you’re not my problem, you are my last
No I just don’t wanna, so I’m walking away
There is nothing that you can do I will not stay
No I don’t need drama, so I’m walking away
Yeah I am a girl with a lot on her plate
No I just don’t wanna, so I’m walking away
There is nothing that you can do I will not stay
No I don’t need drama, so I’m walking away
I’m just a girl that you lost to cocaine |
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[Jan. 5th, 2009|10:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nervous | ] |
I wanna dye my hair pink again but not sure there's much point :( If I get a part in this play it'll have to be black.
No house maids from the 50s had pink hair :( Especially not Russian ones :(
This part would be mad. I have all my fingers crossed. Even just reading the script I was getting laughs! Well... the script was getting laughs... Anywho. One can only hope... And brush up on their Russian accents...
G. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2008|09:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
So Dan and i got back together last Sunday. Its attempt #4 but i think this time we're together for the right reasons. We both know its going to be hard work to keep each other happy, we're fairly stubborn people, lol. I'm proud of him for getting a job and for being resilient even when times are tough. I feel lucky to have someone who i know without a doubt loves me more than anyone else on the planet.
So this is day one of my attempt to quit smoking. I'm going to be logging whats happening in here so if i have a relapse i can remember how many days i was good.
I love my Dan, always have, despite all the shit we've been through the love has always been there and i don't feel like its on a see-saw this time, feels like the love is equal.
I saw a palm reader last Friday at a work function and he described my future partner and it was Dan so thats pretty cool too. Not that i necessarily believe in that stuff but it was free so i thought why not! He knew stuff about me i haven't told many ppl so i guess i'm slightly converted now :-)
Signing off now... |
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| Question time from Unky Affy ^_^ |
[Oct. 5th, 2008|12:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
Take a gander, see what comes to mind, and fill out the questions
01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favourite and least favourite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? |
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| Alanis always finds a way to sing how I feel. |
[Jul. 11th, 2008|12:01 am] |
"I am someone easy to leave"
"Even easier to forget"
a voice, if inaccurate
Again: "I'm the one they all run from"
diatribes of clouded sun
someone help me find the pause button
All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc
"I'm too exhausting to be loved"
"a volatile chemical"
"best to quarantine and cut off"
All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc
"I'm but a thorn in your sweet side"
"You'd be better off without me"
"It'd be best to leave at once"
All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc. |
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[Apr. 19th, 2008|05:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
bloop bloop BLOOP!!! |
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[Mar. 31st, 2008|12:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
Things are good and stuff :) |
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| One day someone will sing this song about me... And that will be a good day ^_^ |
[Feb. 21st, 2008|10:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dogzilla - Without You | ] |
I hear you calling me
Haunting me
There's nothing I can do
without you
(without you)
I stand here paralyzed
I've realised
There's nothing
without you
(without you)
If I could talk to you
Embrace you
Whisper in your ear
I would tell you
That, you are
The only,
The only thing i need
I hear you calling me...
Haunting me...
I am hypnotised
Mesmerized
As I walk toward the fire
The fear comes over me
And then I see
The meaning of desire
If you could see my face
Hold my hands
Look into my eyes
I would show you
That, you are
The only
The only thing i need |
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| Dubai, tsk tsk. |
[Feb. 4th, 2008|06:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
Dear Friends,
I have just read and signed the online petition:
"Cat Le-Huy: Bring Him Home From UAE"
hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition
service, at:
http://www.PetitionOnline.com/cle2008/
I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might
agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider
signing yourself.
Best wishes,
Gabbie B. |
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| Umm... |
[Jan. 7th, 2008|08:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  silly | ] |
I already forgot what I wanted to post about.
FARK...
G. |
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| lol lol lol... |
[Dec. 17th, 2007|05:19 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic.
Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and
outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and te
nse. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only
changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally. |
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| Scooter... ARE YOU READY?!?! |
[Nov. 14th, 2007|06:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Scooter - Behind the Cow! | ] |
Is anyone else going to Scooter this weekend? Lol, I know he's a sell out and the music is terrible but the cheese lover inside of me cannot WAIT to jump out! I think I'm possibly the only one on my flist going, aside from the obvious whose ticket I have.
G. |
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| Mawson Lakes, here I come! |
[Nov. 5th, 2007|09:35 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
I got ze job!
Someone pulled out so now I'm back working the phones. I had a bad feeling this was going to happen :( I was totally hoping I'd get the job working on the computers doing data entry, cuz I'd be so good at that! I love to type! Especially when the keyboard makes clicky noises, cuz then I'm like super fast to show off my typing speed :P TEEHEE, I'm such a tool.
So I start on Monday. I am really freaking nervous. I only have a few more shifts at Tunza, now THAT is a scary thought. I'm not very good with change but this will be a good chance for me to change that. I wonder who I'm going to be working with...
G. |
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| This is how I feel these days... Especially now that I've read the lyrics and know what I'm singing! |
[Oct. 28th, 2007|08:41 pm] |
How to stay paralyzed by fear of abandonment
How to defer to men in solveable predicaments
How to control someone to be a carbon copy of you
How to have that not work and have them run away from you
How to keep people at arms length and never get too close
How to mistrust the ones who supposedly love the most
How to pretend you're fine and don't need help from anyone
How to feel worthless unless you're serving or helping someone
[Chorus:]
I'll teach you all this in 8 easy steps
A course of a lifetime you'll never forget
I'll show you how to in 8 easy steps
I'll show you how leaderships looks when tought by the best
How to hate women when you're supposed to be a feminist
How to play all pious when you're really a hypocrite
How to hate god when you're a player and a spiritualist
How to sabotage your fantasies by fears of success
[Chorus]
I've been doing research for years
I've been practicing my ass off
I've been training my whole life for this moment I swear to you
Culminating just to be this well-versed leader before you
[Chorus]
How to lie to yourself and thereby to everyone else
How to keep smiling when you're thinking of killing yourself <--- best line ever :)
How to numb a la holic to avoid going within
How to stay stuck in blue by blaming them for everything
[Chorus]
Alanis Morissette - Eight Easy Steps |
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