urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg Blah de blah blah G. 2009-02-13T12:48:29Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:123647 2009-02-13T12:48:29Z 2009-02-13T12:48:29Z Sia - The girl you lost to cocaine Not to be a copy cat (sorry nori) but I wanted to post these lyrics awhile ago and never got around to it.<br /><br />I’ve stuck around, through thick and through thin<br />You cannot deny, I’ve always been in<br />But I’ve watched you stand, still as a snowman<br />But I don’t see you change, you’re always at meltdown<br /><br />Yeah I’ve been your crutch, your smell sight and touch<br />Yeah I took you home when you’ve drunk too much<br />But I can’t survive, with you by my side<br />See I’ll never get laid, while I’m running your life<br /><br />No I just don’t wanna, so I’m walking away<br />There is nothing that you can do I will not stay<br />No I don’t need drama, so I’m walking away<br />Yeah I am a girl with a lot on her plate<br /><br />So just cut me loose, learn to tie your shoes<br />There’s somebody here, I’d like to introduce<br />So look in the mirror, look for the glass<br />‘Cause you’re not my problem, you are my last<br /><br />No I just don’t wanna, so I’m walking away<br />There is nothing that you can do I will not stay<br />No I don’t need drama, so I’m walking away<br />Yeah I am a girl with a lot on her plate<br /><br />No I just don’t wanna, so I’m walking away<br />There is nothing that you can do I will not stay<br />No I don’t need drama, so I’m walking away<br />I’m just a girl that you lost to cocaine urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:122281 2009-01-05T12:07:10Z 2009-01-05T12:07:10Z I wanna dye my hair pink again but not sure there's much point :( If I get a part in this play it'll have to be black.<br /><br />No house maids from the 50s had pink hair :( Especially not Russian ones :(<br /><br />This part would be mad. I have all my fingers crossed. Even just reading the script I was getting laughs! Well... the script was getting laughs... Anywho. One can only hope... And brush up on their Russian accents...<br /><br />G. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:121172 2008-11-01T23:03:05Z 2008-11-01T23:03:05Z So Dan and i got back together last Sunday. Its attempt #4 but i think this time we're together for the right reasons. We both know its going to be hard work to keep each other happy, we're fairly stubborn people, lol. I'm proud of him for getting a job and for being resilient even when times are tough. I feel lucky to have someone who i know without a doubt loves me more than anyone else on the planet.<br /><br />So this is day one of my attempt to quit smoking. I'm going to be logging whats happening in here so if i have a relapse i can remember how many days i was good.<br /><br />I love my Dan, always have, despite all the shit we've been through the love has always been there and i don't feel like its on a see-saw this time, feels like the love is equal.<br /><br />I saw a palm reader last Friday at a work function and he described my future partner and it was Dan so thats pretty cool too. Not that i necessarily believe in that stuff but it was free so i thought why not! He knew stuff about me i haven't told many ppl so i guess i'm slightly converted now :-)<br /><br />Signing off now... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:120879 2008-10-09T06:32:16Z 2008-10-09T06:32:16Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />Some people tell me im a player<br />but i dont play when it comes thru<br />Aint no dount about it baby<br />cause im fallin in love with you<br />Ill be a shelter from the storm<br />ill be our blanket to keep you warm<br />Cause you dont know what you mean to me<br />can you imagine how i feel<br />Im shining ... Burning<br />im shining ... Burning<br />Doesnt matter what your friends do<br />doesnt matter what they say<br />they just jealous of me and you<br />they dont know what love can do<br />Ill be your shoulder you can cry on<br />ill be a shopping cart you can rely on<br />Cause you dont know what you mean to me<br />can you imagine how i feel<br />Im shining ... Burning<br />im shining ... Burning urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:120745 2008-10-05T02:48:45Z 2008-10-05T02:48:45Z Take a gander, see what comes to mind, and fill out the questions<br /><br />01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?<br />02) What was your dream growing up?<br />03) What talent do you wish you had?<br />04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?<br />05) Favorite vegetable?<br />06) What was the last book you read?<br />07) What zodiac sign are you?<br />08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.<br />09) Worst Habit?<br />10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?<br />11) What is your favorite sport?<br />12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?<br />13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?<br />14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?<br />15) Tell me one weird fact about you.<br />16) Do you have any pets?<br />17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?<br />18) What was your first impression of me?<br />19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?<br />20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?<br />21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?<br />22) What color eyes do you have?<br />23) Ever been arrested?<br />24) Bottle or can soda?<br />25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?<br />26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?<br />27) Do you believe in ghosts?<br />28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?<br />29) Do you swear a lot?<br />30) Biggest pet peeve?<br />31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?<br />32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?<br />33) Favourite and least favourite food?<br />34) Do you believe in God?<br />35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:119996 2008-07-10T14:32:52Z 2008-07-10T14:32:52Z "I am someone easy to leave"<br />"Even easier to forget"<br />a voice, if inaccurate<br /><br />Again: "I'm the one they all run from"<br />diatribes of clouded sun<br />someone help me find the pause button<br /><br />All these tapes in my head swirl around<br />Keeping my vibe down<br />All these thoughts in my head aren't my own<br />Wreaking havoc<br /><br />"I'm too exhausting to be loved"<br />"a volatile chemical"<br />"best to quarantine and cut off"<br /><br />All these tapes in my head swirl around<br />Keeping my vibe down<br />All these thoughts in my head aren't my own<br />Wreaking havoc<br /><br />"I'm but a thorn in your sweet side"<br />"You'd be better off without me"<br />"It'd be best to leave at once"<br /><br />All these tapes in my head swirl around<br />Keeping my vibe down<br />All these thoughts in my head aren't my own<br />Wreaking havoc. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:118697 2008-04-19T08:18:41Z 2008-04-19T08:18:41Z bloop bloop BLOOP!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:117889 2008-04-08T01:19:21Z 2008-04-08T01:19:21Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br />drink up, baby down<br />mmm, are you in or are you out<br />leave your things behind<br />'cause it's all going off without you<br />excuse me, too busy you're writing your tragedy<br />these mishaps<br />you bubble wrap<br />when you've no idea what you're like<br /><br />so let go, jump in<br />oh well, whatcha waiting for<br />it's alright<br />'cause there's beauty in the breakdown<br />so let go, just get in<br />oh, it's so amazing here<br />it's alright<br />'cause there's beauty in the breakdown<br /><br />it gains the more it gives<br />and then it rises with the fall<br />so hand me that remote<br />can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow<br /><br />such boundless pleasure<br />we've no time for later now<br />you can't await your own arrival<br />you've 20 seconds to comply<br /><br />so let go, jump in<br />oh well, whatcha waiting for<br />it's alright<br />'cause there's beauty in the breakdown<br />so let go, just get in<br />oh, it's so amazing here<br />it's alright<br />'cause there's beauty in the breakdown urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:117267 2008-03-31T02:25:44Z 2008-03-31T02:25:44Z Things are good and stuff :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:116496 2008-03-21T10:57:47Z 2008-03-21T10:57:47Z <a name="cutid1"></a>Clouds above go sailing by<br />I found my meaning in this life<br />Clear white is flying in my eyes<br />Underneath a blue blue sky<br />The waves come rolling in with the tide.<br /><br />All the people rushing by by by<br />Looking for meaning in this life<br />So used up and blinded by lies<br />They're underneath the blue blue sky<br />The way they seldom seem to smile<br />I don't know why<br /><br />I've been away too long<br />And everyday I missed you more<br />You look like you did before only prettier<br />Everyday I love you more.<br /><br />'Cause I've been away too long<br />And everyday I missed you more<br />You look like you did before only prettier<br />Everyday I missed you more<br />And more and more and more and more<br /><br />Cause I've been away too long<br />And everyday I missed you more<br />Oh you look like you did before only prettier.<br />Everyday I love you more<br />And more and more and more and more<br />Everyday I love you more. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:113920 2008-02-21T12:24:09Z 2008-02-21T12:24:09Z Dogzilla - Without You I hear you calling me<br />Haunting me<br />There's nothing I can do<br />without you<br />(without you)<br /><br />I stand here paralyzed<br />I've realised<br />There's nothing<br />without you<br />(without you)<br /><br />If I could talk to you<br />Embrace you<br />Whisper in your ear<br />I would tell you<br /><br />That, you are<br />The only,<br />The only thing i need<br /><br />I hear you calling me...<br />Haunting me...<br /><br />I am hypnotised<br />Mesmerized<br />As I walk toward the fire<br /><br />The fear comes over me<br />And then I see<br />The meaning of desire<br /><br />If you could see my face<br />Hold my hands<br />Look into my eyes<br />I would show you<br /><br />That, you are<br />The only<br />The only thing i need urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:111392 2008-02-04T08:28:21Z 2008-02-04T08:29:19Z Dear Friends,<br /> <br />I have just read and signed the online petition:<br /> <br /> "Cat Le-Huy: Bring Him Home From UAE"<br /> <br />hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition<br />service, at:<br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.PetitionOnline.com/cle2008/">http://www.PetitionOnline.com/cle2008/</a><br /> <br />I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might<br />agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider<br />signing yourself.<br /> <br />Best wishes,<br /> <br />Gabbie B. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:109267 2008-01-07T09:53:24Z 2008-01-07T09:53:24Z I already forgot what I wanted to post about.<br /><br />FARK...<br /><br />G. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:105369 2007-12-17T06:49:42Z 2007-12-17T06:49:42Z GEMINI - The Chatterbox<br />Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic.<br />Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and<br />outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and te<br />nse. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only<br />changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:104449 2007-12-01T00:56:25Z 2007-12-01T01:02:52Z <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfqoAzDbVlY">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfqoAzDbVlY</a><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br />Theres something about you girl<br />A mystery<br />I can't put my finger on<br />just what it could be<br />But ever since you walked in<br />A different energy<br />It's taken my mind and heart away<br /><br />And you're crossing the room<br />and you're talking to me<br />and now i know what i see<br /><br />Those eyes are gonna make me fall<br />One look i want it all<br />Those eyes<br />You've got me hypnotised<br />Those eyes are gonna see me through<br />Pretty girl, im loving you<br />Those eyes<br />have got me hypnotised<br /><br />I dont even know your name<br />Is this a dream<br />Cause right now i feel so high<br />I cant begin to explain<br />My temperatures rising wild<br />You're making me sweat<br />Tonight is a night i'll never forget<br /><br />And you're crossin the room<br />And im talkin to you<br />And no i know that its true<br /><br />Those eyes are gonna make me fall<br />One look i want it all<br />Those eyes<br />You've got me hypnotised<br />Those eyes are gonna see me through<br />Pretty girl, im loving you<br />Those eyes<br />have got me hypnotised<br /><br />Hey girl, its now or never<br />Those eyes are gonna last forever more<br /><br />And you're crossing the room<br />And you're one step away<br />And I'm looking at you<br />And my hearts in a daze<br />What more can i say<br /><br />Those eyes are gonna make me fall<br />One look i want it all<br />Those eyes<br />You've got me hypnotised<br />Those eyes are gonna see me through<br />Pretty girl, im loving you<br />Those eyes<br />have got me hypnotised<br />Those eyes are gonna make me fall<br />One look i want it all<br />Those eyes<br />You've got me hypnotised<br />Those eyes are gonna see me through<br />Pretty girl, im loving you<br />Those eyes<br />have got me hypnotised<br />Yeah Those eyes,<br />youve got me hypnotised urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:104344 2007-11-30T23:54:53Z 2007-11-30T23:54:53Z <a href="http://www.thiscrush.com/tag.php?id=fallenangelg" title="fallenangelg&#39;s CrushTag"><img src="http://www.thiscrush.com/tags/fallenangelg.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://www.thiscrush.com/tag.php?id=fallenangelg" title="fallenangelg&#39;s CrushTag">Crush this person!</a><br /><a href="http://www.thiscrush.com" title="ThisCrush CrushTag">Get your own ThisCrush.com CrushTag!</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:103638 2007-11-14T07:55:22Z 2007-11-14T07:55:22Z Scooter - Behind the Cow! Is anyone else going to Scooter this weekend? Lol, I know he's a sell out and the music is terrible but the cheese lover inside of me cannot WAIT to jump out! I think I'm possibly the only one on my flist going, aside from the obvious whose ticket I have.<br /><br />G. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:102735 2007-11-04T23:22:49Z 2007-11-04T23:22:49Z I got ze job!<br /><br />Someone pulled out so now I'm back working the phones. I had a bad feeling this was going to happen :( I was totally hoping I'd get the job working on the computers doing data entry, cuz I'd be so good at that! I love to type! Especially when the keyboard makes clicky noises, cuz then I'm like super fast to show off my typing speed :P TEEHEE, I'm such a tool.<br /><br />So I start on Monday. I am really freaking nervous. I only have a few more shifts at Tunza, now THAT is a scary thought. I'm not very good with change but this will be a good chance for me to change that. I wonder who I'm going to be working with...<br /><br />G. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:102391 2007-10-28T10:14:17Z 2007-10-28T10:14:17Z How to stay paralyzed by fear of abandonment<br />How to defer to men in solveable predicaments<br />How to control someone to be a carbon copy of you<br />How to have that not work and have them run away from you<br /><br />How to keep people at arms length and never get too close<br />How to mistrust the ones who supposedly love the most<br />How to pretend you're fine and don't need help from anyone<br />How to feel worthless unless you're serving or helping someone<br /><br />[Chorus:]<br />I'll teach you all this in 8 easy steps<br />A course of a lifetime you'll never forget<br />I'll show you how to in 8 easy steps<br />I'll show you how leaderships looks when tought by the best<br /><br />How to hate women when you're supposed to be a feminist<br />How to play all pious when you're really a hypocrite<br />How to hate god when you're a player and a spiritualist<br />How to sabotage your fantasies by fears of success<br /><br />[Chorus]<br /><br />I've been doing research for years<br />I've been practicing my ass off<br />I've been training my whole life for this moment I swear to you<br />Culminating just to be this well-versed leader before you<br /><br />[Chorus]<br /><br />How to lie to yourself and thereby to everyone else<br />How to keep smiling when you're thinking of killing yourself &lt;--- best line ever :)<br />How to numb a la holic to avoid going within<br />How to stay stuck in blue by blaming them for everything<br /><br />[Chorus]<br /><br />Alanis Morissette - Eight Easy Steps urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:99848 2007-09-25T09:22:18Z 2007-09-25T09:22:18Z <a href="http://www.petitiononline.com/POPTARTS/petition.html">http://www.petitiononline.com/POPTARTS/petition.html</a><br /><br />What a good idea :)<br /><br />G.<br /><br />PS I have tonsilitis and panadeine forte. HUTZAH. I've never had it before. My pain is gone and I can swallow so the roast I'm making for dinner will not go to waste :D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:98728 2007-09-13T14:19:12Z 2007-09-13T14:19:12Z Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following...they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.<br /><br />Your Name: Gabrielle<br />Famous Artist/Band/Musician: Garbage<br />4 letter word: good<br />Vehicle: GEMINI!!!<br />TV SHOW: ...Getaway?<br />Heroes: Gabriel, Arch Angel ;)<br />City/Town: Georgia... (that was hard)<br />Boy Name: Gavin<br />Girl Name: Gia<br />Occupation: Gardener<br />Something you wear: G-string<br />Celebrity: Gwen Stefani<br />Food: Gateau :P<br />Something found in a kitchen: Grater<br />Reason for Being Late: God.<br />Cartoon Character: Garfield<br />Something You Shout: GOLD!<br /><br />Wicked good, that was fun :)<br /><br />G. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:97540 2007-08-28T10:32:08Z 2007-08-28T10:32:08Z <center><br /><table border="0" width="360" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" style="font-color: black; border: 1px solid black;" align="center" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"> <tr height="30" valign="middle"><td colspan="2" align="justify"><b><font size="+1" color="#000000">Bek & Piet are Proud to Announce the Birth of their Child, Chloe Tiana, on September 10, 2007.</font></b></td></tr> <tr height="15"><td colspan="2"></td></tr> <tr><td align="center"><img src="http://img.quizgalaxy.com/stork.jpg"></td></tr> <tr height="15"><td colspan="2"></td></tr> <tr valign="middle"><td align="center" colspan="2">Unfortunately, Chloe Tiana cries at everything.</td></tr> <tr height="15"><td colspan="2"></td></tr> <tr valign="middle"><td align="center" colspan="2">Bek & Piet are crying in the corner.</td></tr> <tr height="15"><td colspan="2"></td></tr> <tr bgcolor="#000000"><td colspan="2" align="center" style="font-size: 8pt;"><a style="color: #FFFFFF;" href="http://www.quizgalaxy.com/quiz.php?id=164">What Did Your Birth Announcement Say?</a> <font color="#FFFFFF"> at</font> <a href="http://www.quizgalaxy.com" style="color: #FFFFFF;">QuizGalaxy.com</a></td></tr></table><br /></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:97319 2007-08-14T12:17:16Z 2007-08-14T12:17:16Z I had my second audition tonight for Panto. Got there at the same time as my director, I told her I wasn't feeling well and that I couldn't stay long and she said she meant to pull me aside last week and ask me if I'd play Gertie... :D<br /><br />I was so happy! Gertie was the only part I planned on reading for tonight so when she told me that I was in shock :) Not 100% sure who is playing what for the rest of the cast, I was cheering that I was the only person cast from the first audition, haha, she must have heard my enjoyment with the cockney accent and knew I'd have fun with the role :) I get a song at the end, but it's just a silly audience participation one.<br /><br />Best bit? Gertie is actually a GIRL! No more boy roles for me :D I do get called 'Fatty' in one scene but meh, I'm not going to let it upset me like it did in Outside Edge.<br /><br />Overall? A pretty decent day. My car got undefected. If it wasn't for this stupid cold I'd be in a much better mood. Going up to TTP tomorrow night which will be interesting... Might play a game or two or ITG, make sure all my scores are still on the machine!<br /><br />G. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:97194 2007-08-10T09:50:28Z 2007-08-10T09:50:28Z Missing You - John Waite (Emotion from GTA:VC) Panto auditions on Tuesday were a bit lame. Not many people went and I have a feeling I won't get a part this year as they don't really want a girl to play the principle boy... Even thought it's TRADITION. Bah. I'd rather be half the comedy duo anyway. IN FACT, this Tuesday I will tell the director that I'd rather be considered for that role if any. I read for Patience, the principle girl but cuz I'm too FAT/TALL they won't let me.<br /><br />My wisdom teeth having stopped giving me hell so I stopped taking codapane, which I'm thankful for. That stuff made it so much easier to fall asleep but I think that's a path I do not wanna go down.<br /><br />Kosta's bday party tomorrow. Not sure if I should go or not. I'd like to go, but I know they'll all be doing bad things and I'm trying to behave til Nori's bday :)<br /><br />Oh wells. Dan won't get home from work for another hour and I'm resisting the urge to play the Sims but not doing a very good job. I want him to put Civ 4 on my comp so I can play too cuz he was playing it the other night and I wanna playyyyy :( I need him to install all the old bits from his comp into mine :( Grr...<br /><br />G. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:fallenangelg:96903 2007-08-06T00:36:29Z 2007-08-06T00:36:29Z I got Linkin Park tickets :D<br /><br />Who would've thought that a dream from five years ago is finally going to come true :)<br /><br />G.